INITIATION

LEVEL ONE

Weekend Workshop
February 28-March 2, 2025

Co-Facilitated by John Ruskell, Founder of the Awareness Institute

The “Initiation” retreat provides nothing short of a profound, accelerated experience in self-awareness and transformation. The weekend is about honestly assessing and taking responsibility for the life you’ve lived…and finding the courage to discover what is real and true for you.

Genuine empowerment is simply knowing and living the truth.

This retreat is a down-to-earth, yet comprehensive, intuitively choreographed experiential process. It will help you get in touch with what is real, relevant, and inspiring about you and your life.

Your participation in the “Initiation” weekend will serve as a powerful turning point in how you experience yourself, your relationships, and the way you choose to live. Wherever you are in your life, this weekend can open up a deeply transforming experience of boundless joy and openhearted loving.

Through one-on-one and group sharing, breathwork, movement, expression, and inward contemplation, together we will explore:

  • How this time is bringing forth a renewed call to break free from our conditioned beliefs and fearful, limiting patterns and behaviors

  • What it means to discover the roots of trust and intimacy by shining a light on our relationship with Mother and the feminine

  • How to actively release trauma and blockages stored in our bodies

  • The integration of new tools and practices for maintaining awareness in our daily lives

  • How to relate in an open, vulnerable and authentic new way

If, as the saying goes, this is the first day of the rest of your life, then learn to insist on living radiantly, passionately, and completely. The “Initiation” retreat will help in this process.

“You can’t put a price tag on the experience — it’s worth a thousand times more than what I paid. The openness and freedom I feel are beyond description!” – Nick

What does “Initiation” offer?

  • A life-changing, in-person weekend workshop.

    More than 20 hours of self-awareness processes that will help you to break free from conditioned beliefs and self-limiting behaviors.

    Introduction of new tools that can help foster enduring behavioral changes and life perspectives.

  • Profound and accelerated insights, growth, and transformation – without the use of mind-altering substances.

    Support to honestly assess and take responsibility for the life you’ve lived.

    Opportunities to integrate and release trauma stored in your body through breathwork, movement, and sharing.

  • Pre- and post-workshop integration support with experienced team members.

    Authentic connection with yourself and others as you actualize new ways of being in your life.

    The support of a warm and open-minded community.

This workshop is for you if:

  • You’re drawn to symbolic languages like astrology, myth, archetypes, and dream interpretation.

  • You've explored meditation, yoga, or spiritual practices and want to more deeply integrate and apply awareness principles into your daily life.

  • You've experienced loss or grief and want to expand your capacity for love, receptivity, and connection.

  • The complexity of modern life, especially since Covid, has left you feeling overwhelmed or disconnected, and you're seeking tools to better integrate.

  • You’re a parent (or aunt, uncle, grandparent, friend, teacher, neighbor) who wants to break generational patterns.

  • You’re ready to nurture real connections and create more depth in your relationships.

Workshop Investment

$695

10% early registration discount available until Friday, February 14, 2025 ($625)

Your retreat price includes:

  • More than 20 hours of self-awareness processes that will help you to break free from conditioned beliefs and fearful, limiting behaviors that no longer serve who you are today.

  • Introduction of new tools that can help foster enduring behavioral changes and life perspectives.

  • Family-style meals and lodging for two nights.

  • A one-on-one “pre-workshop orientation call” with an experienced Awareness Institute team member, guiding you through what to expect at the weekend retreat and an intention-setting exercise for the immersive experience.

PLUS ↴

  • BONUS: Join three Wednesday Community Classes FREE

    Step out of busyness and conditioned thought patterns and drop into presence through grounding exercises, breathwork modalities, and focused sharing as we co-create a space of connection and acceptance.

  • BONUS: Two post-workshop integration calls

    Two ~30 minute calls with Awareness Institute team members to support post-workshop integration as you actualize new ways of being in your life.

  • BONUS: Community support

    A local and online community to connect with other participants during the immersion program and after.

FAQ’s

  • Each weekend is different, so we encourage you to come in with an open mind. Our workshops are experiential, which means that we provide a platform where organic reactions and responses can arise, so you see yourself more clearly. We will be going beyond a conceptual discourse into an experience where ideas are blended with feeling and emotion, providing a more holistic experience. The workshop uses a variety of modalities: one-on-one and group sharing, movement, breathing, music, release work, etc. Strong emotions may surface and that could look like crying, anger, grief, etc. People will be coming to the workshop who are ready to change old patterns and begin trusting in the flow of life. This requires an objective look at why and how we shut down. For many of us, coping has become so normalized, that we don’t see it until we’re in this kind of workshop setting.

  • We have found that participants benefit most when they stop using recreational drugs and alcohol a few days prior to (and of course during) the workshop.

    We also encourage daily journaling and provide a list of optional supplemental reading after you register for the workshop. This isn’t required reading, but the book list provides a good primer for better understanding your personal makeup and what it takes to break free from your conditioning. These books are also helpful to read after the retreat to help integrate what you learned.

  • The retreat begins on Friday evening and ends on Sunday evening. We ask that participants carpool to the retreat location; you will be contacted the week of the retreat to make arrangements. Plan to arrive in the Sacramento area on Friday evening to meet your carpool around 5:00 p.m. We’ll eat dinner together at the workshop.

  • Please bring, along with your usual toiletries and travel items, a sleeping bag, pillow, bath towel, journal and pen/pencil, slippers or socks, and a mug. Wear clothing that is loose and comfortable, and bring layers as it may be warm during the day and cool in the evening.

  • Our goal is to be responsible and do what we can to keep our community healthy. For workshop volunteers and participants, that means a requirement to take two tests: one each on Thursday and Friday afternoon of the workshop week, and texting a photo of each test result to one of our workshop coordinators. If you test positive, have a recent known exposure, or have any cold/flu/rsv/Covid symptoms, we will talk with you about potential options. Masks are welcome, but optional.

  • Although workshop registration payments are non-refundable, under certain circumstances the funds may be transferable to the next scheduled retreat or workshop, minus an administrative fee of at least 10%.

  • If you have any questions, please contact us at info@awarenessinstitute.org.

What “Initiation” participants are saying:

  • “I can’t recommend this workshop enough. I will say you’ll need to find your courage and be brave, but you’ll have more support than you can imagine. If you want to make a real, fundamental change – this workshop has all the potential to rock your world!” – Sara M

  • “I blamed my mom for so much of my trauma. But I see now she gave me everything she had. It really transformed my perception. I walked out of the workshop and really wanted to hug my mom. And that’s not something I’d wanted to do before. I realized that my mind was filled with personal turmoil. And I was finally able to release so much of that pressure that I’d been holding onto for so many years. Sunday was the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. I didn’t want to leave. It was life changing. I’m so glad I went.” – Justin

  • “I’d been covering myself with all of the positivity I’d been hiding behind. And I got to drop beneath that to face what was really going on underneath. I got to drop in and start to own more of my life and my experience. I’m so grateful to this space and everyone here to help me discover and allow more of myself.” – Chris

  • “I experienced myself in a whole new way. Like a piece of my child self is now okay to come out and love the world. I AM. I haven’t felt this light, peaceful and less distracted in over 20 years. I have been the recipient of tools to now work with in my daily life, allowing my ego and mind to be quiet. I feel loved, I feel worthy of love and I am open to giving love like no other time in my adult life. I am humbled and grateful for my workshop experience, the love and support that I have been afforded and the ability to bring what I have learned and will continue to learn in all my relationships, especially those with myself, my wife and children.” – Lorne

  • “If you are craving a complete shift in your body, mind and emotions, you must try this work.” – Jen 

  • “I felt like I really let my mom off the hook. I’m ready to take responsibility for my life. I saw the patterns of the generations before me and really let them go.” – Elena

  • “This is what I’ve been searching for all my adult life. I have worked so hard to get where I am…therapy, chanting, yoga, self help books, meditation, church, and in 48 hours I am free of the chatter, my heart is open to love, and I am able to create and maintain clear boundaries.” – Terri